Dear Bullies,
First, if you don't understand what bullies mean, it's you who use your strength, your power, your speaking skill, your internet, bother yourself to spend your time only to harm, to threat, to intimidate, to force, to abuse us - people who you think that are weak, helpless, useless, meaningless.
Now you know.
It's a horrible definition, isn't it? None of the words above have positive meaning, so does what you have done.
We never understand why you say those horrible words, never understand why you physically harm us, why you bother yourself to send us awful things on social media just to prove that you are powerful, that you feel super than anyone else in this world.
At first, we want to let it go. Pretend that you don't exist. Pretend that what you say and what you do are not matter. But it feels harder and harder every single day because we have to face you and your shameful words and acts.
We have to endure our pain. Those big hole in our chest is getting deeper at night when we remember what you said earlier this day. We can't sleep. We're crying instead.
The next day, we see you and you start to say something terrifying and we start to lose ourselves. We start to think, 'am I what he/she said?', 'am I that meaningless until people easily to mock at me?', 'am I that horrible until people called me bitch, slut, whore?'.
We see you and you start physically harming us and it makes us want to harm ourselves too because we feel meaningless. You and your friend seem have right to treat us like a trash so why don't we?
We see your hateful messages, comments, and even our pictures edited into something ugly and nasty. We stop using social media because we're afraid to look at those messages and comments, we stop taking our selfies although it is something we like but because of your negative and rude comments, we're afraid to post selfies, even to take it. In the end, we delete all of our social media although those are our entertainment.
Day by day... We have to pretend that we are okay, all smiley, in front of our parents and teachers. We start to stay away from our friends because we're not feeling worth enough to have them. We feel so bad for ourselves.
We stop doing whatever we like because it doesn't feel the same anymore. We lost our appetite. We don't see the point of our lives anymore because we're just your punching bag, your trash can.
You forget that we are humans too.
We cry every night. Sleep is no longer our need but our way to escape reality.
