This month marks 2 years since I packed my life and moved to Bali. This beautiful island has been so kind to me - reconnected with some of my old friends, gave me beautiful opportunities, and most importantly, personal growth.
Not every day here is filled with roses and daisies, but it is always so much better, even when things are hard. Mainly because I surround myself with people who are good for my mental health. So when things get rough to the point it's threatening my mental health, I still can manage.
I am proud of myself for how far I've come. To be the person that I am today, I worked so hard. Countless hours of crying, stopping myself from doing things I should not do, therapy sessions, medicine, and everything that is humanly possible, I have done it.
So, honestly, this is not solemnly about Bali. This is about how I distance myself to put together pieces by pieces of me. This is about how I give myself a second chance in life, to rebuild my life, and to reintroduce myself to the world. This is about me allowing myself to be vulnerable yet so powerful. This is about me finding my strength. I am not a perfect person, I will never be. But you know what?
I am perfectly imperfect and that's beautiful.
These are the songs I've been listening lately. Some are new songs, the rest are actually the oldies but goodies. If you know me, I like to listen to my old playlists and rediscover my favourite songs. Anyway, let me know your current favourite songs!!
Psst... The list is not in a particular order.
- Through The Fire - Chaka Khan
- Hopelessly Devoted to You - Olivia Newton-John
- APT. - Rosé & Bruno Mars
- Right Through Me - Day6
- Midnight Waltz - David Garrett, Royal Philharmonic Orchestra & Franck van der Heijden
- Mantra - Jennie
